It took one look and forever laid out in front of me..
I can still remember that 31st of October so very clearly. That moment you met me in K building and said the words I want to hear. Those words echoed and still echoing every night. Promises never seem to end. Promises seemed so real. But look at us now. We’re in the situation where we have to decide, whether we have to go or not. Your intuitions are calling you away and there’s nothing I can do about that. This time i don’t know if i can stop you from leaving me.. but i will do everything that i have to, to prove that we can make this last. Saturday was just one huge pot hole in the road.. if you can find in you to finally forgive me for running out on you and hurting you, i can promise you that it’ll be smooth sailing from now on. i know i’ve said that before, the last time i lost you, but this time i don’t want to risk losing you again. I love you with all of my heart. i hate seeing you unhappy with me. i know this is where i should say i shouldn’t be selfish and just let you go, but i can’t… i know we’re better than this.
I’ve never been raped, but this really disgusted me. It made me feel pain.
Really? what the fuck is wrong with people. nobody deserves this shit. seriously? my mom’s ex told me this and i went off on him. this is why i hate people. i didnt ask for this shit to happen. ohmyfuck. can i just seriously punch a baby now?